It's been to long

First day of school was kind of a bust. There was no new people! AH, whatever! It has been three days and I swear It has been like 100! It felt like we just got back from spring break or something, Im not sure. Good thing we had no conservatory this week or I would just be dead. At 2:30 when I get home I feel like It's a long day and want to sleep! But, conservatory is about to be happening start next tuesday, great! I have been waking up at 6 a.m compared to the whole summer I woke up at like 3 p.m. Haha, this week I have been trying to look descent and let me tell you that will all end very soon! LOL. Now I am off to school. Devon Taylor, you were a lot of fun last year. It is different without you crazy boys there. Good luck to the people who are going to college<3

- xoxo jasmine

My new home

I know exactly what I want to do after high school. A while ago I thought modeling was my "calling" but I know that ship has sailed. I can't wait to graduate and finally move on and do things that I want to do. My aunt, Joy and uncle, Ron have been so amazing and they've been so supportive of my photography. It makes me happy. Washington has always been my favorite place and I can't wait to move there. I'll be living here-

with four of my favorite people. I'll be able to see my two best friends graduate and my two little cousins grow up. I'm so excited. Working with my uncle will be a great experience and I know I'll learn a lot. Life is good.

-Janelle

Mercy

I am tired of people's shit.

Stop trying to be someone your not.

Ahh god people are annoying.

THIS IS WHAT YOU ARE :

- weed

- cigarettes

- selling weed? 

-  pretending to be my friend

- partying

- doing shitty stuff to stand out

- so ignorant

- self conscious 

GET OVER YOURSELF

I can't wait to make new friends!

- the bitch, jasmine

Love Today

I woke up at 9 o'clock in the morning, getting ready for a long day with my mother because she had to go to the hospital and get many test for her back and such. As we are trying to find a parking spot I knew it was going to be a long day. We walk in the room that she needs to be in and all I see is old people, It was depressing. I couldn't believe how many people go in hospitals a day, one after another after another. The past day's I have been crying non-stop because I am worried for my mother, my family, and our future. I keep replaying like incidents that can occur and asking, " mom, what are we going to do if papa die's? what about Chris? What about you and will I have to do this and that? Will they be okay?" It's depressing as hell. I don't know why I am stressing out about this, but pretty much my family is .... weird.... so it is necessary I think. Other than all the crying in the hospital and old people in wheel chairs and ah, things got funnier. My mom, oh my mommy, she was hugging, trying to make me feel better and I was laying on her when this old guy who hasn't spoken the whole time looks over at us for a second then like wakes up from the dead and just looks at us like we were lesbians! Hahaah! It had to be the funniest thing ever, because he was just funny. Oh myy, good stuff if you ask me. I always talk this over with Gunnar, but I officially don't want to be old. I met the nicest male nurse ever and he was so sweet to the elder, he made me want to become a nurse as well, until the other ugly, mean ones stepped in. Shortly after, my mom and I went to the mall. If you go to OCHSA, start thinking really hard. I don't know if you guys remember, but there was this asain guy who graduated like two years ago, he always wore a suite, and was just like wooh wooooooh wooh?  ( Im looking in the year book for his name....he was too great) Oh here he is, Nathan Pham! Muahah! I saw him at the mall and he hasn't changed a bit. He is soo cool! I wanted to go talk to him and tell him how much I admired him, but he was too busy macking on his girlfriend by the time I had the balls too! HAHA :D Also, I don't think I have ever seen so many pregnant teenagers or teenagers with kids! I was like, wtf! There was this gorgeous couple, beautiful girl and amazingly perfect looking guy...I would say they were at least 18 and they had a baby, but If I think about it, nothing would stop me from making babies with him either, hahahah. Then I saw girl after girl pregnant and they looked so young! I don't know, just makes me think DON'T HAVE SEX, BECAUSE IF YOU DO HAVE SEX YOU WILL GET CLAMIDIA ......AND DIE or get pregnant at a young age. For those who know or knew Ashley Yancy.....I ran into her today! Hahah, she hasn't changed a tad. Oh, also today was my first time ever seeing a guy work at the Brea Mall's Forever 21. I love car rides and Beastie Boys. I love my mom! Today was great. My face is ugly, but that is okay! I walked around the mall with no make-up and a bunch of scars! Haha<3

-xoxo

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JANELLE'S BIRTHDAY IS IN THREE MONTHS, AS OF YESTERDAY. BE EXCITED!

Yesterday was a super long day. I spent some quality time with my dad and my sister. We went to D&B and I had way too much fun. And then Stella and I went to Disneyland for the night and we did a lot. I stole some purple 3D glasses from a show and I like them. Ya ya ya. Tomorrow will be amazing and I can't wait. Oh and I love Nicole, a lot.
Much love-Janelley

Hanging On Too Long

Ohh, I haven't been here to update everyone! After I wrote on the 13th, something big occured, kinda. I talked to someone very important to me, who hasn't been in my life for quit some time and when we do talk, all it leads to is arguments. I hope we can make it as friends again. " We can talk things over, a little time....Promise me you won't step out of line. Please drop the past and be true. You hurt me bad, but I am tired of shedding tears. I was confused outta' my mind! I miss all those days we spent together. I used to feel like a trophy on your arm and that you would wear me like a charm, ha. I remember way back, way back when, you said you never wanted to see my face again! God that killed me." All I remember was crying way to much at 3 in the morning. Thank god for Emily. The next morning I wake up so glad that I have Emily Vazquez in my life, she knows me so well and made me feel so much better about myself. I love how I called her right away and telling her I love her, ha. Thenn I went to Emily Minter's house, swam, and just chilled. Shortly after that I baby sat the world's cutest baby in the world. I really, really want a kid now, LOL! 

15 of July 

Wow, I think I realized how soon school starts for me and how I am not ready what so ever! I woke up at 7 and headed down to Vazquez's house. We were so beat so we fell back to sleep right when I arrived. We were all pumped to go school shopping and It totally didn't work out. To make everything so much better, we went to dinner with Robert and Chris. I think that is my last time seeing those beautiful boys because they are going to college in New York ( well Robert is<3)

For today, we woke up and spent some time with Luke :) I took the train down to Laguna Niguel and went to my mom's boyfriends house which is totally awesome beach house! I want to move so badly! I got all fancied up and went to this awesome art show in Laguna called Pageant of the Masters. I love that beautiful shit man. It is tight. For now I am home video chatting with Brennan, Hunter, John, and now Leo. HAHA How great! Oh, and I am way jealous that they are going to Warped Tour tomorrow and seeing M.I.A without me! D:

I AM WAY BEAT! :/

-xoxo ugly hoe

Friendsssss

It's Janelley. I have nothing to say except I love my friends and I can not wait for these next few adventures before school starts with the most amazing people I've ever met. You know who you are and I love you all.

SYRUP AND HONEY

Wow, today was such a goood day! I went to see Wall-E with some great oldfriends and new ones as well. Okay, I know your thinking...What? Wall-E? Yeah, well it is the cutest movie ever! Emily, Alex, Aaron, and I rode the bikes everywhere and I don't think I have ever been so hot in my life. The best part is I just discovered I don't know how to ride a bike! I thought I was so pro, but after today, I was definitely proven wrong. What a shame. Awhh yess, I love making new friends. When I came home, my mommy decided we needed to catch up on some errands. I swear, with her, I have the best time and to be completely honest, I am a bigger freak when we are together. We were walking through Costco, I just start dancing up on her ( nothing new ) and everyone is looking at me. We get in the car and I'm screaming on the top of my lungs, " You got me begging you for merrrccccccy, why won't you release mme!!" Ha. My feet are on fire, my hands are stinging because I went to the batting cages with my dad, and I absolutely LOVE Duffy! You should check out her music, it is really good! I absolutely love days like these because they are just random and to me they're my favorite. To add in with all of this, I will admit I am completely jealous of the girls who are gymnast, swimmers, or divers on the olympics. I wish I could do of all of what they've been doing and flaunting around such as my butt, vagina, and hxc leg muscles! After all this lovely business I met this little boy while I was walking around in Costco who is suffering from Autism. He had to be the cutest boy ever and I just wanted to give him a big hug. I decided that I want to adopt kids with Mental Disorders or even help out the ones in need. Haha, when I become famous/rich I am going to start my own programs to run. It is really sad to walk down the street with someone who isn't "normal" and see how many people stare. If there is one thing I want to do in life, it is to stop that. Just a little note on the side, be kind to your elders and if they are struggling with trying to open a packet of ketchup, DON'T JUST WATCH THEM! Be nice and offer your help because one day, your going to need it too!

Basically, I love people ( well today I do) and remember to always help others

P.S. Alex Nunez.....Im stealing your dog.

- xoxo

To err is human; to forgive is interplanetary

My sister and I always have some good times ;)

Are there oceans full of things you never say? Are there skylines of the cities you don’t see? Is there music muted playing underneath? Is mathematics keeping you from thinking free? Don’t let rain clouds cry at all of your parades. Let the other side of darkness kiss your face. Do you feel bright? Turn your shadows white. All the things I want to say. All the shadows in the way. Into the sea, into the sea.

I'll finish this beast later.

Fidelity; Faithfulness to a person

I think for now, all I have to say is I love quality father-daughter time. I never get this. It's nice. Thank you daddy, you never give up and always keep on trying

"Even if my man broke my heart today. No matter how much pain I'm in I will be okay. Cause I got a man in my life that can't be replaced, for his love is unconditional it won't go away. Love is overwhelming, lord why'd you pick me, can't stop the tears from rolling, I love you so much daddy<3"

-xoxo

Keep it real

It's Janelleyyy. I am going to attempt to be serious right now, because, this is what I'm feeling. Anyways, this summer I've had time to realize who I am as a person. My morals and my goals. I know, I am a stong person and if you know me, you already know that. I don't give into shit that I don't want to do or things that I feel are wrong. I will flat out tell you no, and I'll stick to my word. If you don't like it, go fly a kite. I don't really care. My friends have been really supportive of who I am, and I really appreciate that. Some of them however, I feel need to step up to the plate. Even in friendships the effort goes both ways. I feel like I'm putting so much into a particular friendship and this person is putting in zero percent. I've given up and I'm kind of glad. I'm not going to stress over it anymore. You can do what you want and say what you want but when you're ready to be a real friend, you can come talk to me. You know? I don't see a time when lying is ever okay, well I guess sometimes it's okay. If you're lying about things because you're afraid of what people might think of you or say about you then thats retarted. Be you. Who gives a damn what anyone else thinks. Stop being so insecure and selfish. I didnt want to just pinpoint this one person but, I just really needed to get this out. Okay, thanks for listening. Much love

Misery Loves Company

Mm, Jasmine here. So this would be my first blog and I guess instead of writing about my day in bulletin's on myspace I could write them on here and feel satisfied. To start off, it is the end of summer for me. The beginning of summer '08 was a drag, I was sleeping all day, and doing absolutely NOTHING! Now, since I got back from my trip to the Bahama's ( Oche Rios, Jamaica- Grand Cayman, Cayman Islands- and- Cozumel, Mexico) things have been on the go...until today!  I am sitting here, tired as heck, feeling sick because I haven't been up to anything, and coming up with stories in my head about how my life sucks, when honestly.....it rocks! Why don't we think of the good?! I have had such good times with my friend's by going to the beach and meeting cute boys, taking long bike rides to people's houses and relaxing, or even just staying up all night and waking up at 8 o'clock and arriving at Emily Vazquez's house! I was in Seussical the Musical, got a pretty good part, and met some new people who I go on adventures with. Having a lemonade stand at the age of 15 and 17. Hah, now tell me......who does that? WE DO! Janelle and I doing the weirdest stuff. I have officially planned a new way of  being in a "KREW" and not in the way of tagging random walls. It is more of using chalk and chalkin' up the streets! Yeahhh, that is how I do. I am just going to keep on rambling on, hope you don't mind.

My freshman year was all over the place. Started off with my best friend Jennifer Blair right by my side, sharing lockers and food, to meeting eachother in the hall ways during class. I met probably one of the best-est (ha) friends I have ever had in like, life around January '07, Matt Sinclair. I was on a roll and best of all, I was so happy again! I don't know what happened, but it all went down hill from there. There is one thing that bumped me back up, Emily Vazquez! This time I don't worry about not having someone there to tell everything too! She is the tightest, hottest, warm hearted, nicest, funky friend who isn't like me, but with my attitude and her nice side we complete eachother. Damnit Emily, why aren't you a boy?!? My favorite thing about this whole friendship, is knowing what and when there is something wrong with eachother and we can make it all bettter with a late night video chat sesh ( crying our eyes out of course).  Now that school begins shortly, I am so excited about seeing all the new people and hopefully making a lot more friends. I really really could use new friends.  Haha deenngg gurl freen. Janelleabear I admire your ghetto talk. You be reppin' ! I think Im good on speaking my mind for today. There is a bunch of things spinning around up here. I am actually talking nothing but non sence. This is gay! Im tired and bored. I need company. I guess that is why Misery loves Company!

" Oh my gosh, my days are getting longer and there's no turning back, cause im working a 9 to 5, just to keep my contract, did i say 9 i meant 1: 30 i ain't no early birdy, im lazy thats all i could say."

- xoxo

Don't joke with us small folk

Jasmine and I just made this blog so that we could fit in with Lady Sov. We have no clue what we would ever say, but hey, why not. We hope your toe gets better Sov, we love you. Ha! I now leave you with this- Smokin' kills and so do my lyrics, if you're poppin' pills then trust your not with it. Oh wait I'm not done. I had an amazing night with my Tea Time Tuesday girls, I love you both! Our fort ruled more than Wesley's dancing and our chalking crew will own everyone and their mothers.

Summer has been extremely amazing, too bad it's almost over. I've realized who my real friends are, what they'd do for me and what I'd do for them. First, I went to Palm Springs for two weeks and got really really dark (as you can tell). I did a photo shoot with Teen Vogue and it comes out in October. I went to Gilroy and had so much fun reuniting with my white family. After all of that fun I had a few weeks of Dance/Drill practice which is always fun. Camp was fantastic this year, I can't think of one thing I didn't like. I love all of you girls. I did a whole lotta nuffin and a whole lotta somethinn. TTT finallly has shirts and you can see us reppin' them at school on tuesdays. After months of planning a date to get together, we finally did. Life is amazing and I'm not going to say "I couldn't ask for anything more", becasuse I obviously could. I miss my cousins/best friends and I hope they're all safe up there in the WA, keppin it real without me. This was the first summer I haven't seen them. Infact, I haven't seen Nathan in a year, a whole year. It's pretty crazy. But I love them! I'm sounding pretty gay right about now, so I'm going to stop. Keep it classy err'body. Much love- Janelle