Love Today

I woke up at 9 o'clock in the morning, getting ready for a long day with my mother because she had to go to the hospital and get many test for her back and such. As we are trying to find a parking spot I knew it was going to be a long day. We walk in the room that she needs to be in and all I see is old people, It was depressing. I couldn't believe how many people go in hospitals a day, one after another after another. The past day's I have been crying non-stop because I am worried for my mother, my family, and our future. I keep replaying like incidents that can occur and asking, " mom, what are we going to do if papa die's? what about Chris? What about you and will I have to do this and that? Will they be okay?" It's depressing as hell. I don't know why I am stressing out about this, but pretty much my family is .... weird.... so it is necessary I think. Other than all the crying in the hospital and old people in wheel chairs and ah, things got funnier. My mom, oh my mommy, she was hugging, trying to make me feel better and I was laying on her when this old guy who hasn't spoken the whole time looks over at us for a second then like wakes up from the dead and just looks at us like we were lesbians! Hahaah! It had to be the funniest thing ever, because he was just funny. Oh myy, good stuff if you ask me. I always talk this over with Gunnar, but I officially don't want to be old. I met the nicest male nurse ever and he was so sweet to the elder, he made me want to become a nurse as well, until the other ugly, mean ones stepped in. Shortly after, my mom and I went to the mall. If you go to OCHSA, start thinking really hard. I don't know if you guys remember, but there was this asain guy who graduated like two years ago, he always wore a suite, and was just like wooh wooooooh wooh?  ( Im looking in the year book for his name....he was too great) Oh here he is, Nathan Pham! Muahah! I saw him at the mall and he hasn't changed a bit. He is soo cool! I wanted to go talk to him and tell him how much I admired him, but he was too busy macking on his girlfriend by the time I had the balls too! HAHA :D Also, I don't think I have ever seen so many pregnant teenagers or teenagers with kids! I was like, wtf! There was this gorgeous couple, beautiful girl and amazingly perfect looking guy...I would say they were at least 18 and they had a baby, but If I think about it, nothing would stop me from making babies with him either, hahahah. Then I saw girl after girl pregnant and they looked so young! I don't know, just makes me think DON'T HAVE SEX, BECAUSE IF YOU DO HAVE SEX YOU WILL GET CLAMIDIA ......AND DIE or get pregnant at a young age. For those who know or knew Ashley Yancy.....I ran into her today! Hahah, she hasn't changed a tad. Oh, also today was my first time ever seeing a guy work at the Brea Mall's Forever 21. I love car rides and Beastie Boys. I love my mom! Today was great. My face is ugly, but that is okay! I walked around the mall with no make-up and a bunch of scars! Haha<3

-xoxo