Keep it real

It's Janelleyyy. I am going to attempt to be serious right now, because, this is what I'm feeling. Anyways, this summer I've had time to realize who I am as a person. My morals and my goals. I know, I am a stong person and if you know me, you already know that. I don't give into shit that I don't want to do or things that I feel are wrong. I will flat out tell you no, and I'll stick to my word. If you don't like it, go fly a kite. I don't really care. My friends have been really supportive of who I am, and I really appreciate that. Some of them however, I feel need to step up to the plate. Even in friendships the effort goes both ways. I feel like I'm putting so much into a particular friendship and this person is putting in zero percent. I've given up and I'm kind of glad. I'm not going to stress over it anymore. You can do what you want and say what you want but when you're ready to be a real friend, you can come talk to me. You know? I don't see a time when lying is ever okay, well I guess sometimes it's okay. If you're lying about things because you're afraid of what people might think of you or say about you then thats retarted. Be you. Who gives a damn what anyone else thinks. Stop being so insecure and selfish. I didnt want to just pinpoint this one person but, I just really needed to get this out. Okay, thanks for listening. Much love