Hanging On Too Long

Ohh, I haven't been here to update everyone! After I wrote on the 13th, something big occured, kinda. I talked to someone very important to me, who hasn't been in my life for quit some time and when we do talk, all it leads to is arguments. I hope we can make it as friends again. " We can talk things over, a little time....Promise me you won't step out of line. Please drop the past and be true. You hurt me bad, but I am tired of shedding tears. I was confused outta' my mind! I miss all those days we spent together. I used to feel like a trophy on your arm and that you would wear me like a charm, ha. I remember way back, way back when, you said you never wanted to see my face again! God that killed me." All I remember was crying way to much at 3 in the morning. Thank god for Emily. The next morning I wake up so glad that I have Emily Vazquez in my life, she knows me so well and made me feel so much better about myself. I love how I called her right away and telling her I love her, ha. Thenn I went to Emily Minter's house, swam, and just chilled. Shortly after that I baby sat the world's cutest baby in the world. I really, really want a kid now, LOL! 

15 of July 

Wow, I think I realized how soon school starts for me and how I am not ready what so ever! I woke up at 7 and headed down to Vazquez's house. We were so beat so we fell back to sleep right when I arrived. We were all pumped to go school shopping and It totally didn't work out. To make everything so much better, we went to dinner with Robert and Chris. I think that is my last time seeing those beautiful boys because they are going to college in New York ( well Robert is<3)

For today, we woke up and spent some time with Luke :) I took the train down to Laguna Niguel and went to my mom's boyfriends house which is totally awesome beach house! I want to move so badly! I got all fancied up and went to this awesome art show in Laguna called Pageant of the Masters. I love that beautiful shit man. It is tight. For now I am home video chatting with Brennan, Hunter, John, and now Leo. HAHA How great! Oh, and I am way jealous that they are going to Warped Tour tomorrow and seeing M.I.A without me! D:

I AM WAY BEAT! :/

-xoxo ugly hoe